You can only desire what you already know. You cannot desire something that you do not know. So, if you're going toward something that you know in a slightly modified way, that is not called transformation. You go toward something that you don't know, something that is new—that is why, always, when it comes to spiritual process or mysticism, we use the word 'seeker.' You are a genuine seeker only if you have realized 'I do not know.' If you know where to go, then you are not a seeker; you're just a traveler, maybe.