you know, so it's really just a personal preference but it's definitely not anything that I promote in. I think it's a lifestyle. Everyone should be I think everyone should experiment it's a good time and you learn a lot of things about yourself and the people around you but now I'm watching I have younger siblings and they're going through that and I don't know how my mom did it with me because it's scary.

Yeah. I don't think I think if we're going to acknowledge the fact that all these things exist cocaine exist pills exist marijuana exist. And we should teach people how to do it, right? Yeah, really? I mean you're leaving children. It's the same thing with (expletive), right? Yeah, we leave children to their there's the information that they're going to get is from other kids. Yeah, and if you're learning about (expletive) from another 14 year old or you're learning about Coke from a 14 year old, that's not good like someone we played this game with children where we try to pretend that, you know, they live in a movie.

All right, we'll listen to this is actually funny and bring this up because I had the idea that Weak not that I really have time to do this in the near future, but I would like to at some point my life. I want to do my own children's book series of realistic children's stories. Mmm because I don't like the idea that we teach them that this is sunshine world and everyone walks on a rainbow and everyone's equal and you need to say like that's not what are you gonna do about it? That's not true. What are you gonna do about it? And I think there's a way to not terrify children of life, even though I go in and out of periods where I think life is really overwhelmingly terrifying. NG and that's coming from my position and my position I told myself all the time if you're not enjoying this life honey, you got to come in the next one because I better (expletive) love this life. It's the best one the I couldn't imagine being in a different body and having different experience

an awesome life. If you do it the right way,

it's an awesome life. And I also I didn't hurt myself Beyond repair in my experiences I survived and I don't even mean heart still beating survival. I mean, I have a lot of people that love Around I didn't kick all the people that had my best interest at heart out. That's the that's where you die. If you kick everyone that says hey, are you okay, you know out no, of course. I'm okay. You don't trust me get the (expletive) out. And so now that I have people that I've had in my life, I feel that I have people in my life that I've known for 15 20 years and not many people my position going to say that